Post by Adalie Bates on Oct 14, 2008 22:25:28 GMT -4
Listen well as my story begins of my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
We met long ago and I have since then been smitten and now our love story should now be written
As child’s play eventually gave way we stayed apart until this day
This day in which we meet again I just try to hide my love of my beloved Glenn
His hair hung limp and obscured his face I fought with my heart as it began to race
I could not look away from his solemn expression but I still pretend as if he makes no impression
His beauty brings pain and I stay awake all night thinking of him as the moon wanes
Oh how handsome is he and how undeserving, someone like me
His eyes a deep blue with the slightest sparkle that catch light like dew
His face set and gaunt but slightly round doesn’t show his emotions, it’s blank and bound
How lovely his coal black hair would shine in the moon thinking of him brings a certain doom
How I dream of being alone with him someday but only when my abstinence suddenly gives way
I know that this will all end with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
Being young and simplex how it vexes me
That happy we were and it was taken away, without him my future will have given way
I can only hold back for so long while my heart sings its lonesome song
I torture myself keeping away someday this insistence will make me pay
Sure other girls love him they claim at least they don’t pretend to have utter disdain
Maybe he will choose someone other than me and I can go on with my sad life forever free
Our relationship would be too hard to sustain and after all for him there’d be nothing to gain
I pass by him time and time again but I look away from my beloved Glenn
How scared am I that he might see the love in my eyes reflected for he
Every once in a while he tries to make me meet his eyes
I usually stare at the wall fearing Rapunzel’s, really my, fall
How much longer can I go on like this pretending to not care but still hoping for a kiss
I know that this will all end with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
He goes home and he cuts each day deeper than before I hide my face from the gore
I know its my fault, he wants attention from me but I can’t give it unless I want to bleed
I want to help him to show him I care but deep down I know that I wouldn’t dare
He’s no good for me I’m no good for him, I’m just no good for my own beloved Glenn
Maybe the razor helps with the hurt and could keep me high and stop myself from feeling like dirt
I want, I need I feel like trying to plead
I can not, will not last if it does not end fast
I sit here and quaver, I tremble, I waver
As I write this down and the crease deepens in my frown
It feels as though I’m trying to convince myself by writing down this endless tale
Of course at the very end I finally conclude this with my pen
And now, as I realize I must, I kill my agonized soul and my mind is finally lulled
I know that this will end with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
I’ll wait here in a special heaven for him to arrive it won’t be long until his knife takes the dive
We’ll be together in this jail, it’ll be better than heaven I’m glad I’m in hell
God would never keep me with him which would have ruined my eternity, I’m glad I sinned
And now my world has ended with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
We met long ago and I have since then been smitten and now our love story should now be written
As child’s play eventually gave way we stayed apart until this day
This day in which we meet again I just try to hide my love of my beloved Glenn
His hair hung limp and obscured his face I fought with my heart as it began to race
I could not look away from his solemn expression but I still pretend as if he makes no impression
His beauty brings pain and I stay awake all night thinking of him as the moon wanes
Oh how handsome is he and how undeserving, someone like me
His eyes a deep blue with the slightest sparkle that catch light like dew
His face set and gaunt but slightly round doesn’t show his emotions, it’s blank and bound
How lovely his coal black hair would shine in the moon thinking of him brings a certain doom
How I dream of being alone with him someday but only when my abstinence suddenly gives way
I know that this will all end with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
Being young and simplex how it vexes me
That happy we were and it was taken away, without him my future will have given way
I can only hold back for so long while my heart sings its lonesome song
I torture myself keeping away someday this insistence will make me pay
Sure other girls love him they claim at least they don’t pretend to have utter disdain
Maybe he will choose someone other than me and I can go on with my sad life forever free
Our relationship would be too hard to sustain and after all for him there’d be nothing to gain
I pass by him time and time again but I look away from my beloved Glenn
How scared am I that he might see the love in my eyes reflected for he
Every once in a while he tries to make me meet his eyes
I usually stare at the wall fearing Rapunzel’s, really my, fall
How much longer can I go on like this pretending to not care but still hoping for a kiss
I know that this will all end with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
He goes home and he cuts each day deeper than before I hide my face from the gore
I know its my fault, he wants attention from me but I can’t give it unless I want to bleed
I want to help him to show him I care but deep down I know that I wouldn’t dare
He’s no good for me I’m no good for him, I’m just no good for my own beloved Glenn
Maybe the razor helps with the hurt and could keep me high and stop myself from feeling like dirt
I want, I need I feel like trying to plead
I can not, will not last if it does not end fast
I sit here and quaver, I tremble, I waver
As I write this down and the crease deepens in my frown
It feels as though I’m trying to convince myself by writing down this endless tale
Of course at the very end I finally conclude this with my pen
And now, as I realize I must, I kill my agonized soul and my mind is finally lulled
I know that this will end with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn
I’ll wait here in a special heaven for him to arrive it won’t be long until his knife takes the dive
We’ll be together in this jail, it’ll be better than heaven I’m glad I’m in hell
God would never keep me with him which would have ruined my eternity, I’m glad I sinned
And now my world has ended with him, my sought after love, my beloved Glenn